Facebook is rather amusing:). okay anw im back blogging. Bday apprecation to all who made sweet sixteen, EXTRA SWEET :D funny, i really dont feel sixteen. this year was unique cos i have sec4 graduation/last day of sch in nygh + 16th bday tgt and i got to celebrate it w HOE JIAWEN (26 oct baby too!) HAHAH. im older than her :P
early bday surprises! dear FLOPPY :D whoo hooo! thank you gang of four- luping yinghui eileen and willa! Glad tt we met up last tues :D xiexie ni men for being so sweet, and crazy and sooo YOUNG. i feel so lao. hahaha. thanks guys! I really appreciate it!
thank you dearest caregroup for this little cacti! it is after 5 days still safe in my hands! (360 days to go! hahaha :P) you all managed to actually CON me into the surprise and made me walk from canteen to audi to tyre swings to basketball court! and i appreciate the prayer and affirmations. you people mean alot to me <3
actual bday
JCSBPY - those who were there: joanne, sherlyn, bridget and puiwah. Really thank you all for the time we shared at starbucks tt night! never cry doesnt mean im not touched :) sherlyn and puiwah, thanks for coming out despite of Os! and dear bridget though you are super shagged. joanne for the listed out affirmation and PRAYER :D. yux! for encouraging joanne to make me cry :P, though you werent there!
gao, ren. lil, vic-ki, rachel- thanks for the cards/letters and rachie your bookmarks! super sweet la. thanks for always making the effort to rmb bdays it will motivate me to read MORE. ;) vic-kiwi choc! and your letter kept making me laugh! hahaha! from the stickers the back to the suwen part and the random chi words in the letter :D and gao- thanks for your lameness. as USUAL (hist is still better than geog)
sheranne, abigail, charmaine, aurelia, xinyun, peiling- my dear juniors! xiexie ni men for remembering:) i am very loved! still hope we can have the chance to talk more!
407-
i dont want to list names, cos i really got confused between grad and bday. AND i dun want to leave anyone out cos all of you mean sth! whether is it the gifts ( wah, i hope i didnt burn a hole in your wallet) or the celeb at the class party or the cards.. just want to say tt I am really blessed and am very PROUD to be in 407'07!
and jiawen- your card made me cry. it meant alot really. thanks darling! i love you!
central C-
its all in the sms. :) thanks for all the care and love <3
and others in yhope: daniel, kelly, liping, hazel, weiting, shaun...
and rachel ho, marianne (shps)
and all who have wished me happy bday face to face!
and definitely not forgetting my FAMILY. <3
you know im thankful and i feel so loved and blessed not just this bday- a once off thing, but cos i know i treasure the relationships with many people that have entered my life. some of which have given me ALOT on this special day. sooo this day adds on to the memories or 'history' (hahah gaomin) i have w all tt have remembered.
while reading the cards, i recalled the time i spent with each person, what we have gone thru. what the person has added onto me or made me see sth in me tt i didnt know. :)
so once again a big big THANK YOU for the love!
{/3:40 PM}
<3, me
Sunday, October 28, 2007
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(im gonna blog this first before i do the blog posts on graduation and thank-yous 4 bday)
On Oct 28 afternoon, i was talking to God. just telling Him about how i feel.
I told him this:
"I think I don't understand Your grace"
It was a feeling of unworthy-ness. a bum. Like God's was wasting His love on me, cos i feel i just don't deserve it! I know i haven't been giving enough this week.
God has blessed me in ways more than i've asked for thru my bday, graduation etc (more details later)
He kept blessing, the more He blessed the more i shrunk away feeling so so UNWORTHY ( i dun have a better word).
and i was a bit exasperated. i told God, STOP! don't need to love me so much! I don't want you to love me so much.
God spoke. quite a bit. but to summarise it He said "SPREAD IT"
and then i thought, yah hor. anw God's love so big i wont be able to contain it no matter what.
can never ever outgive God, can never ever love Him back as much as He loves me. its simple. but silly me forget and today it hit hard.
sooo. blessed to be a blessing. yeahh.
im quite irritated at myself cos of the same problems in my life im still dealing w. sian. so disgusting. but God is good and patient enough to wait for me to grow. this week had better be BETTER. :) im gonna make myself a willing party.
i love the way You love me <3
1st sky pic captured in my phone cam lens :)
{/3:46 PM}
<3, me
Saturday, October 27, 2007
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Graduation and birthday and all the happenings on 26 oct (and before!) <3 i will update this space!
{/10:24 AM}
<3, me
Sunday, October 21, 2007
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a couple of days since i blogged!
47th NYGH SEC4 GRADUATION 2007
MODEL CLASS! whoooo hoooo :D this year i graduate from model class of 407, 47th graduation ceremony, 2007! man, i STILL cant imagine leaving ny in 1 week's time. its really fast. and tts A QUARTER of my life spent in nanyang. and yeah, i dont regret putting this sch as my 1st choice on the 'choice of sch' form in pri 6.
all part of Dad's plan ;)
did grow alot through these four years of my life (esp in sec3 and 4). hahah! Nanyang is a beautiful sch really :). <3>SATURDAY
caregroup! welcome bridget :)! played this super cute mini game brought by dear szemin! and teaching on 'how to have sustainable trust" by dear yux who prepared it since the start of the week :)
its been a sleepy week. i just made a decision to go exercise tmr. time to up my physical capacity so no more excuses tt tiredness gets in the way.
and I've FINALLY opened a facebook acct. :)
luping: heyhey! sorry didnt manage to entertain you this aftn :) heheh. aiyo first aid, hope you all enjoy studying it ba :)!
willa: hellohello! u posted ur results on ur blog dear :P. i will definitely treasure the last of ny (though its mostly 5hrs of chi lessons everyday nw :/)! ohh i didnt use the comp for a few days :Phehs. and i hug tofuman to sleep!
luping (2): hahaha full of smileys :D:D:D:D:D!
sher&abi: hellohello! hohoh yup very long nver talk! :) uhh highlight of grad cem was model class! and 1 FAT cockroach and a baby one tt ran across the hall floor :P hahahah. teachers wrote notes for us, super sweet! yah lor. oops. i will give on mon kays! :)
eileen: hahah! hope you enjoyed watching THE MAID :) :)
{/12:22 AM}
<3, me
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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Guides elections flew past very fast! and well, the new batch of nygg leaders would be up very soon:) hohoho. i salute all sec3s, really not easy to speak in front of the LT! good experience ba. leadership leadership. lets just say its more 'being' than 'doing'? :)
all results from eoys are out already! 5As and 2Bs :) for me, it's a great blessing. THANK GOD! God has been really sweet to pop a few surprises here and there-some papers i did way beyond my own expectations. and others, im just contented enough!
and i love my dear open barnabas aka mila palamita! (though she wont see this, public declaration of LOVE :D) for not failing to encourage me at 5.35pm though she herself probably needs it more under the load of stressful O Levels :) <3!
hhahah joanne, i dating/mtg sherlyn b4 JCSBPY mtg liao :D
and sherlyn, YAY see ya tmr! :D
and both of you, hahaha crime shows i like! CSI, Numb3rs, channel 8 kind. whoo hoo :D the 9pm one ended quite sadly, yepp. MING TIAN JIAN <3
heheh luping xiao mei! yahhs sec4 post-eoy more relaxed bas... plus less cca, no choral and drama! but hor, we have ALOT of chi lessons (for hcl o lvl) got like a total of 6 hours of it in this two days add up. :/hahahaha. drama quite fun whats! :D:D:D:D:D:D
yinghui, yays i knew it! hohoh! :D i think eoys just feels too fast liao, guai guai de. but yah lah, im enjoying post-eoys as best as i can! you all must zhen xi tooo.
{/12:50 AM}
<3, me
Monday, October 15, 2007
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whooo hoo! watched 9pm show on channel 8 da jie ju! hahah yays! i have secret (ok, maybe not so secret) love for such crime scene/police shows :D hohoho.
hey, is it normal to worry about slacking too much now in post-eoys? :) im somewhat scared about self-indulging too much. (no, im not a workaholic hor btw :P)
and i love spending time with part of dear central C today! MVP :D. ehh. chen bao yux owes me a date!
Thank you MVP aka bridget shar val yux (with sze and yuer missing!) for our fruitful time tgt today. i personally learnt alot from all of your lives and am really encouraged too :)
-i just became a slipper nanny of a black slipper today till sat :) -there is guides elections tmr at LECTURE THEATRE. poor sec3s! -im looking forward to rest of this week :) -i wanna date more ppl! YES!
szemin: so banana rights! hohohoh ;) yinghui: <3 tofuman! hahahah. wahh u still so busy? let me guess.. choral and drama + CCA! hheheh :D joanne: elongated tag eh! hahahah! 1st week nov? shld be can :D i seem quite free then, YAY! xinyun and peiling: heyheys! shall reply u all tgt! :D hahaha. so coincidental, i was just thinking about u all when i clicked to see my blog and saw ur tags;). see u guys arnd tmr!
{/10:51 PM}
<3, me
Sunday, October 14, 2007
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One more fruitful saturday :) i must say that ive experience a BREAKTHROUGH today! sermon was not exactly most easy to digest for me but thank God tt i managed to give my attention thruout and actl learnt much! :) I admire Pastor Ben for his wisdom AND his vocab!
well well, nanyang as well as scgc, st margs and bowen were all on the phase one list.
Dear God, I know you saw how my heart really BURNED at the 11am mtg today. now it is time to walk the talk.
i take particular notice at the lyrics when i was singing them to You cos i dun want just an emotion stir or get caught away by how the words flow with the tune. I want to mean it.
some photos!
tofuman tofuman! from dear willa eileen yinghui luping :D
All poke Mr happy shepherd! :D hohoho! look like banana
me and sharlene:)
rest of photos from today in sherlyn's cam/going to be on sherlyn's blog i think! off to bed. oh yes, mon sch holiday!
{/12:16 AM}
<3, me
Thursday, October 11, 2007
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Note to self- SATURDAY IS COMING! whoo hoo. i expect alot from it :))
after math paper yesterday went out with clsmates for nice nice lunch then went over to dhoby ghaut to the lao di fang macs for the 1st JCSBPY mtg :D. i realise im gonna be visiting tt macs FOUR TIMES this week- mon, wed, today and sat! hohoho. enjoy the company, love the fellowship <3
exams over! but tt marks the start of this new quarter! much in stall for me over this few months! :) plan revealed, discussed. MUCH anticipation. its gonna be fruitful! :D
Dear Calean, no sticking to comfort zone hors! Want to walk on water, get out off the boat first!
learning to put commitment before intimacy.
and i'm convicted to say that i really want to be in this race and stuck on to the simple reason-cos I love Him. and He loves me, ALOT!
Replies to tags: yinghui: heyheys! hahah your tag sounds outdated :P ooops! jiayou for results ah! dun worry too much ;) see you on msn soon ba!
luping: hahah hello smiley face girl! i always recognise you by your luping smileys--> =D =D =D. hohoh! sch was SUPER quiet on wed esp in the morn! but aft tt sec4s made enough noise lahs. yay math was okay!
eileen: hahah you all good lor early earlier! hahaha. LA got back alrdy? okay? hehs. yah lah. u all still young, first year in ny only!
joallisonagnes: hello darling :D yay lao di fang! hohoh. see you.. 1235! sat! ;)
yinghui(2): byebye. hello :)
eileen(2): hahaha huhh i look like im in love??! heheh. i really blogged this morn! maybe timing got prob lor. shall go check later:)! skies are pretty pretty pretty. and gd tt you are a happy kid! :D hahaha enjoy your post-EOYS ba! deserved break mans :D
shoutouts: to willa,luping,yinghui,eileen- HAHAHA I SAW YOU ALL TWICE TODAY. quadrangle i got see you all lor! :D. heheh!
to zhuoxuan- enjoyed our aft sch talk today girl! :D
to yuxin and joanne- as usual, love our time tgt. hearts to shep and dear twinnie!
to JCSBPYS- its my blessing really to be able to serve along with you guys <3 5.35pm! hai you sherlyn puiwah! all the way for Os!
{/11:37 PM}
<3, me
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It is a good thurs morning and im blogging here in sch! :D really love the morning sky at nanyang, there was this one day where the sky was actl mostly PURPLE! Just another God's masterpiece :)i spent at least a min standing there and admiring it. hahaha. aft i get my new phone on fri i WILL start snapping such photos
i will reply tags another time :P
Hebrews 10:23: let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.
{/6:59 AM}
<3, me
Thursday, October 4, 2007
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I'll Worship at Your Throne Whisper my own love song With all my heart I'll sing For You my Dad and King I'll live for all my days To Put a smile on Your face And when we finally meet It'll be for eternity
And Oh how wide You open up Your arms When I need Your love And how far You would come If ever I was lost And You said that all You feel for me Is undying love That You showed me through the cross
I'll worship You my God I'll worship You my God I love You I love You Forever I will sing Forever I will be with You Be with You
Touched by this song :) before you my God, I can just come as i am. Sheep to Shepherd. Child to Father. <3
It is my prayer that through this time, God will still be lifted up high in my life.
{/6:51 PM}
<3, me
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Officially the end of my papers for this week:D and Im super duper happy! tmr no sch. then after tt will be hist on mon, tue no sch then last paper math on wed :) TWO MORE PAPERS ONLY EH! whoo hoooo :D
Most of the papers went okay. Math was easier than expected, and the chunky sciences are over! THANK GOD! Amazingly, Ive pulled thru this exam period with not much stress and worry.
RESULTS ARE IN YOUR HANDS GOD! pls pls let it be okay.
no worries about the papers for now cos I believe in doing my best jiu hao le, doesnt matter if the results doesnt reflect on your efforts- tt happens many times doesnt it? God will be proud of me no matter what happens, tt seems to be enough for me. :)
aft the bio paper today went out with jiawen, yuqin, maureen, hanchih and lifern to island creamery! YAY chill out a little :D cookies and cream and nutella icecream! talked about our class grad day speech and stuff. hahaha! and i bet yuqin and whoever is probably studying hist now! oops.
I love the book of psalms. encourages me alot thru this time. :) Not to forget the people around me as well! THANK YOU THANK YOU to all who jiayou-ed me :D. well, it seems like a normal thing to do during exam periods but hey i really do appreciate it!
Replies! eileen: hahah you silly girl! ji xu jiayou jiayou jiayou! :D ni xing de lah. dun worry too much :) my eye is more or less okay le! :D xiexie ni de guan xin :D! heheh. my sis.. why? hahah. jiayou dear. AND DUN SLP SO LATE! huhh. 1.40+ still come here! hahaha. take care :D
szemin: HELO HELLO DARLING :D hehehe. see ya on sat! then you can rant more about ur papers to me. hahah! mus jiayou too yah :D bu yao xiang tai duo abt all the papers tt have past le! wo ai ni dear <3 and definitely praying for you too! sat jian!
yinghui: hahaha haohao :D. tofuman is my hugging pillow now!
willa: hello WILLA! big big name :D hahah. yeah eoys over soon! yay yay yay. :D but u all end one day earlier lor. hahah! u miss talking to me on msn ah :P kidding!
:D: hahaha! i cant tell who you are! anws I LOVE SATs! day aft tmr! :D YAYYY. jiayou too!
yinghui (2): Hello hello again! :D wei. dun torture your poor body! hehehe. take care la kays :D tofuman is nice and squishy <3!
twinnie: YOOHOOO! hahahaha :D yah lor hao jiu bu jian online! thanks for praying dear :D thank God its okay le! ohyesohyes. thanks for pei-ing me arnd for two morns with shar too, to be delivery man ;) even though tt cld mean ur precious time to mug! love you! <3
eileen (2): OHMANS :/sleep more! hahahah. jiayous! you will do well! and thanks for dropping by at such an unearthly hour <3
yinghui and aurelia: combined tag ah. hahahah! yepyep jiayou jiayou jiayou!
joallisonagnes: hahaha! i see this tag everywhere! see you on sat dear :D. loves <3!
:D: yes! i agree! hahahaha. happy belated children days ba! :D. smiling! you hang in there too kays:D. and tell me who are you! luping?
yinghui (3): HAHAH. yah la yah la! now got extra smiley :D
willa (2): heyheyhey! paiseh really mia in the cyberworld nowadays. hahah! yays my card :D im honoured <3
luping: hellohello! hahahah. okok silly girl :D xiexie ni de smiley msges! i realise i forgot to reply :P. but anws there were SO MANY smileys until i though my phone huai diao, cannot scroll down. hahaha. jiayous :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D!
some1, any1, every1, eieen(3): hahaha! yupyup! my eye really okay now <3!
sherlyn: darling, you actl smsed me to ask! hahaha. <3! LOVE YOU! doing okayly well :) SAT JIAN!
passer-by: hohoh! another anon! okok JIAYOU JIAYOU :D
joallisonagnes (2): heehee. hellos again :D i miss talking to you alrdy!
yinghui(4): hahah! i typed your name a lot today! science over for you! :D. uhhh noisy ahs? okay lah :). hehehe. infection? not sore eyes yup! hahah xiexie <3!
passer-by (2): OKAY. i cfm cfm cfm this is LUPING! so luping. hahahah. aww. thanks dear! yepyep ALL THE BEST! <3!
thats a lot of tags! hahaha. thanks guys :D btw my eye is really okay alrdy. IT HEALED IN ONE WEEK! just one more thing to be thankful for <3
dear FLOPPY :D whoo hooo! thank you gang of four- luping yinghui eileen and willa! Glad tt we met up last tues :D xiexie ni men for being so sweet, and crazy and sooo YOUNG. i feel so lao. hahaha. thanks guys! I really appreciate it!
thank you dearest caregroup for this little cacti! it is after 5 days still safe in my hands! (360 days to go! hahaha :P) you all managed to actually CON me into the surprise and made me walk from canteen to audi to tyre swings to basketball court! and i appreciate the prayer and affirmations. you people mean alot to me <3
JCSBPY - those who were there: joanne, sherlyn, bridget and puiwah. Really thank you all for the time we shared at starbucks tt night! never cry doesnt mean im not touched :) sherlyn and puiwah, thanks for coming out despite of Os! and dear bridget though you are super shagged. joanne for the listed out affirmation and PRAYER :D. yux! for encouraging joanne to make me cry :P, though you werent there!
gao, ren. lil, vic-ki, rachel- thanks for the cards/letters and rachie your bookmarks! super sweet la. thanks for always making the effort to rmb bdays it will motivate me to read MORE. ;) vic-kiwi choc! and your letter kept making me laugh! hahaha! from the stickers the back to the suwen part and the random chi words in the letter :D and gao- thanks for your lameness. as USUAL (hist is still better than geog) 
MODEL CLASS! whoooo hoooo :D this year i graduate from model class of 407, 47th graduation ceremony, 2007! man, i STILL cant imagine leaving ny in 1 week's time. its really fast. and tts A QUARTER of my life spent in nanyang. and yeah, i dont regret putting this sch as my 1st choice on the 'choice of sch' form in pri 6.
tofuman tofuman! from dear willa eileen yinghui luping :D
shepherd! :D hohoho! look like banana
me and sharlene:)