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hello! im back here again for a short update before i fly off to hongkong tmr! will be gone from 16-21 dec :), uncontactable!


X29 CAMP-in pictures mostly
sharleeeeeeeene!<3dearest szzzzze!

{/1:51 AM}

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3 photos from PGA cert cem at istana :)

{/11:55 PM}

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one more thought :)

was having quite time with God and suddenly, thought of David and Goliath in the bible.

David was a mere shepherd boy, to others, he could be much more frail, weak- thats how pple would see him.

Goliath was a scary guy, tall, with armour, sword. TALLL :/ strong! probably if he walk on Orchard road today, He would wear those kind of black shirts with the print " You dare mess with me ?!". yeah.

but here why small David could defeat BIG BIG Goliath:
He had a EVEN BIGGER GOD who backed him up.

man, Goliath don't know whats he's in for!
and if God were to be physical, Goliath probably dont dare challenge anymore.

thing is, God isn't. so we just have to trust. God allows the challenge to come to.
and simple trust in a trustworthy God brings great power.

so Dear God, i pray that I will learn to rely on you more! human logic: say children and parents. child grow older, rely on parents less, learn to handle things themself. child happy, parents happy.

but towards God is:
grow older, means even quicker to rely on God. cos God will entrust even more, and things that we can only make it if God is around!

to the Goliaths in my life- fear, myself
:) i can be a conqueror over you.

i hope this makes sense again.

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and ONE BIG BLESSING from God thru parents today!
my Dad decided to absorb my mistake of spoiling my 2-month old phone, in view of PGA. i got a new phone.

unbelievable!

:)

and adding on, i had crabs for dinner tonite. :) yayyy!

{/10:43 PM}

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okay i will start my update with last thurs:)
went to sch to discuss farewell stuff for guides, but in the end had to leave before the choreographing of the dance itself :/. listened to songs, sang along to umbrella, boa songs. and whatever gaomin went crazy over. heheh. uhhh farewell is coming! and im actually looking forward to learning the dance tmr (if though i cant dance for nuts). the last time had dance was this year graces camp!

fast forward to CIP
i went down to song fan. its this "meals on wheels" scheme where i deliver dinner to the eldery at their doorstep. :) im continuing, did it for nyaa bronze at first b4 eoys. actl, i enjoy doing it. and most of the time i preoccupied my mind with thoughts. (because of that, almost missed my bus stop! :P). did it alone this time, so not alot of random stuff to share :P. ehhh. i was wondering why the corridors (those old kind with the doors facing inwards are ALWAYS so wet) and the water like cant evaporate cos its stuffy there :/. oh wells.
and im doing this for the reason tt, they DO need volunteers, i have that time to spare (1 aftn per week or per fornight).. not taking any jobs also and well, worthy cause :).

aft that was grandma's bday!

and then FRIDAY.
i spent most of my day at wild wild wet for a family day event which was complementry :) organised under my dad's office. and shar, maybe its a gd thing tt i couldn't meet you. cos i needed more time to prepare! so if i had met u then it could have been an unfruitful mtg. :(
after the wild wild wet, headed over to PS and then to marina parade for whole church prayermeet.

prayermeet was WOAH! :) i could feel God really moving with our prayers. i know church prayermeet always pray for big big things. whatevers going on at international level, nation level etc. and so at the same time, it expanded my vision. and God was so so good to touch me at personal level as well.
i rmb the prev church pm i went, i was mostly gong and distracted of the big big and seemingly far way/not relevant stuff that we are praying for. but this time, it was better :). could follow thru. there was a song, cant rmb exactly but it was about every nation, tribe and tongue praising God and the, I happened to replace tribe with class. tongue with student, nation with school. and even so, (its scaled down) i was still blown away.

God, only You deserve my worship, and worthy to be proclaimed as king!

and so sat,
what impacted me most was probably the testimony shared. one of the person sharing (if im not wrong, was in the same games team in a camp.. 2 years ago?)
amazing amazing story of group growth.
so yah, its proven. new leader, new cg can bloom in 1 and a half months. 6 weeks! envious? i am.
quality vs quantity
surely there must be growth in both.
but whats the use of keeping your eyes on quality all the time and get carried away...
for example.
yes, to grow quality, we have shpding and caregroups.
may not be tt mtg sheeps become routine, tiring but may be tt we forgot why do we even meet them for. why me the shep, she the sheep. vice versa. and as a result, carelessly 'wasted' a mtg that could have been more fruitful.
or worst, not that we dun love God anymore but we love our family of God SO MUCH. value time with them more than qt with God. or put aside the thought that God is ANXIOUS towards those outside. fellowshiping IN PLACE of outreaching.

dangerous.
i hope i make sense.

{/9:38 PM}

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