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i just spent some of my time pretty unfruitfully doing some blog surfing.

finally bio ilp website was chosen after super duper long.. sian. hahaha its a pretty lame assignment but ohwells. must grab all the marks we can get, in light of the already cfm killer bio paper tt we were warned of today :/. arghhh. the current topics are pretty tough.

i need to remind myself that im taking the alevel chi paper this yr. and seriously im SUPER unprepared :(. talk about only being able to churn out 3/4 side of zuo en on a topic on environment in 1h+. was feeling super defeated aft that lesson on mon. sighh. i always seem to be struggling in languages (yes GP too) and tt affects me to the point where i doubt im even coherent at all.. like cant really express how i feel fully in words whatsoever. spoken words included.

whatever it is. i was just reminded of one special privelege i have with God that i simply LOVE- that i never have to utter a word. sometimes just whine, cry out to him in all my incoherence yet i surely know He understands, FULLY. and He stretches His hand out to help. tts comforting enough to know :) Love You Daddy.

nth too small God doesnt cares, nth too big God cant handle. AMEN!

HKLC here i come in just about a week! :)) cant wait!!! cant wait to learn more, see more, talk more, dream more. and spend quality time with xiuwen my roomie! who ( i haven't mention on this blog) is pretty similiar to me is some ways, though on surface we are super different. yeahh.

i havent been spending much quality time with people nowadays i feel. and i really miss it! time seems so tight and everything. i miss jianghua sessions w like joanne, bridget, sherlyn, yux...roarr.

looking forward to cg on thurs though :) and mtg sheppy tmr.

p.s charmaine ah, fishtank is a cafe-like place in my sch la ;) hahah!

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i should really have taken a picture of the crowd today at fishtank, all squeezing to watch the olympics (esp micheal phelps and table tennis). there were even people OUTSIDE, squeezing near the glass panels. when Singapore won, hwachong students roared with excitment! hahahah. 'this is better then any NE message.' quote from chee liping (who wears the hwachong badge the other way round and say shes from jellyfish instituition :P)

oac went for iceskating on wed.. hahaha for someone like me who never ice skate nor rollerskate b4, i think it was quite fun experience. can have fun even in noobness :D so its good. hahahah. plus i didnt fall.. wahh the kids there totally own all of us!

i caught the flu bug on wednesday night. wahh it was almost full blown on thursday afternoon.. which was also caregroup day! but glad i survived and enjoyed the caregroup :) caregroup seems to be pretty small these few weeks and im missing the people!!
thats a picture from last last cg! i think its quite cool so decided to post it though its already on the cg blog. on that heart on our back are words written by people about what they feel/want to say to you.

for me, its not the words that matter (though im a word-love lang person!) but about being real to one another and building up even stronger bonds and deeper, God-centred r/s! esp if these people here are those im going to being seeing for a lifetime and more ;) so this activity was quite good, meaningful in a way.. yeah hccg is not any other superficial level group <3

just this afternoon/evening i was walking home. singing a song that goes:

I worship You my God

I worship You my God

I love you, I love you

Forever I will sing

Forever I will be with You, be with You...

It just suddenly struck me with great assurance and much joy that.. yeah. God's gonna be with me from now till forever and ever! once it wasn't so, but now i know i always have God by my side and He's all i need. simple as it is.

2 weeks, sept hols, 2 weeks, promos. ITS SUPER FAST! oh mann. 1) CG08 must be completed well 2) my studies! grahh. really in need of discipline. time's running out.

once lost but now i'm found in You..Once shipwrecked, now i brave open seas

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