^ i rmb loving hc lots during the OG5 and jumpstart times. heheh. but i gotta thank these people for kickstarting my sch year in a fun packed manner:) 
heres is how my whole "reviewing of the year" started off: when i first looked back at the year (that was after Heroes camp), my honest response was getting quite disgusted at myself.. esp recalling times when pride got in the way. the struggles with lack of love, impatience, insecurity and the list goes on. i felt i did too many things wrong- including studies, friendships and whats not. i could sense even more insecurity brewing up during the whole process of reviewing. strong intense emotions and disappointments.
but i glad God broke my pride and my heart through this. and i glad He revealed to me my ugliness- im wayyy less than perfect. but yet at the same time, He assured me, specifically during the first svc of 2009, that His grace is ALWAYS and ALWAYS enough for me to go on. such reminders of imperfections and failures can be really painful but i can trust the One who is moulding me:) my life is safe enough in His hands.
Calean is really thankful and blessed beyond what she can see :)
2008 was heavy on changes. lots of tests in character in which many a times i thought i got it in the past but i realised ehh i didn't get it! my perspective on my life being 'work-in-progress' is redefined. this path is seriously winding and REALLY takes alot of faith + humility.
writing stamina ran out :P gotta sleep cos there open house work session tmr...