♥ thought process

(oh yes, this post is not much about YLTC)

blocks ended ytd (YAY!)
yltc ended last week :) it was quite a cool experience working with WHOA. working styles and evrything. not forgetting adrenaline rush aft our well done performance at campfire.. quite alot of ppl are still in the yl high mode
had oac gm today.. and wahh. apr and may sounds quite busy. atlantis..bike hike. etc etc. busy. but i know i will enjoy those events with WHOA..

was taking down the dates.
stuff clashing on sats arent going to be easy to handle.
june theres church camp.. pls pls dont clash with kids camp.

before i went up to my hse, i HAD detour to my fav talking place with God.
tank needs to be filled up- and it did eventually..
like arghhh. zzzzz.
i can and will have many reasons not to serve, not to hope. stay passive. discouraged. unmotivated. unwilling to sarcrifice what matters to me.

personal reminder today:
"You alone are the reason I keep believing. keep keeping the hope. keep striving. keep going on despite stumbles, the mistakes, the dry times, the distractions, the other fun worldly things I would/will enjoy doing more. The times I force myself to keep serving even when I don't feel like it. You saw me through God..

eternal cause. worth fighting for"

thats part of what i wrote, word for word. it will act as a self reminder..

to fellow busy brothers and sisters in christ, keep serving!!!

{/9:30 PM}

<3, me

♥ 2 weeks

before blocks and yltc! im still gonna give blocks a good shot.. this year for studies things seem to be going smoother, thankfully.

i hope this year's yl will be memorable:)

its the busy season for sec sch and JCs ppl now. blocks, common test, sports season etc etc

POP on fri- APOLLO FAC DANCE :D rocked. it was gooood

found out my NVM timing:17.45 :) okay la. climb 60 storeys. not bad. hohoh

sat's sermon on joy was good :) cg teaching was coincidently on joy too!

im more mel recently. more san too (I THINK). i miss having heart to heart talks with you and you and... a lot of people in my mind that i can start listing

good talk with shar and debbie;)

going into nanyang.guides gmail (to get sth) totally made me recall all the memories of those days...

love hate relationship that ccas always give you. hohoh

Orientation hike was quite fun. but since im a rover, my memories are as follows, not much related to the jnrs themselves :P :

-cycling in a cui bike around ubin.
-getting flour all over during POOF! my black batch shirt turned gray.
-seeing a dome tent FLY 0.0- never ever leave dome tents unpegged/without at least 4 rocks inside at each corner
-cooking maggi mee is fun!
- eating the ultimate salty maggi mee.
-zi-highing in front of juniors over camp fire songs and receive only 10% response is very xinku. same for campfire.
-night hike:D successfully scaring dogamatix! the plan: hide on the left of the pavement in this 'hole', dogmatix walks past w/o noticing, use feet to rustle leaves, they shine torch at us, we smile at them :D
- the spam of prickly heat powder 0.0
- the jetty toilet keep having its water supply cut
-eating sardines when you are super hungry is actually quite nice
-the jnr batch is SUPER daring for ms OH
-ubin stars! got some form 1 line :D
-good good weather. it rained at mainland but not at ubin.

{/6:21 PM}

<3, me