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hellooo. hahaha. been on another long break from blogging. or rather blogging real stuff. cos ive been wondering recently each time i visit my blog- what exactly im keeping it for. casual rambling on my everyday life if definitely not much of a good purpose for me anw.. i suppose i created this blog to talk about what makes me feel alive and so i shall try my best to keep it this way.

sooo what makes me feel alive?

as a student im saying, its definitely not studying.. (i mean im sometimes barely awake much less alive -.-)

i feel alive when..

i relate deeply with people knwing that God is right in the centre.
im in awe of God
im thankful..
people with vision inspire me
i discover sth new about God/myself
sunsets/sunrise/parts of nature reminds me that God is extraordinary
i see God moving in peoples lives
...

i know when i do these things, it gives me such a great energy boost i feel i can run a mile. best thing? when it comes when i just need it in sth small like an sms or phonecall.

funny thing is. why do i often not do things that make me alive and get caught doing things that dont?
hmmm.
What makes people feel alive if they do not know the God that gave this life to them?

{/7:35 PM}

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today started off as a mega stone day. somehow i dunno if its cos of bike hike recee of what but woke up feeling ultra lethargic. eyes puffy and half open and my brain was just stoned. met yuxin on the way to high school flag raising and she said i looked like i just woke up. lol. yay yuxin <3 we'll (finally) be having our date on fri!!!! cant wait.

bike hike recee on sat night was a small group (yay!) comprising of stuffy,jas,zr,peiyit,wenxuan,daniel,me. No debbie for the 1st time :( the wonders of having a small group- move faster even though the pace wasnt very fast. i dunno how it works. 5am reach ecp! the rest reached v fast too. bumped into jas twice and fell off my bike. luckily its soft landing. i realise i seriously cannot E-brake with my right hand. hand too small. oh wells. at the end of it, i survived :)this time its 5h+ of slp the night before with additional chem spa and bio lecture on a sat morn. phew.

{/7:57 PM}

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♥ bike hike recce

decided to blog after being bored of bio. im trying to compress my own diversity and evolution notes >< and its time-consuming. i hope its effective..

anw. bike hike recce on fri! on the morn/aftn went to sch for cg :) cg went quite alright, the last part we played games with the ac cg who also used hc as their cg venue. watching them play frisbee somehow reminds me of church camp. (yay church camp is drawing near!) aft that realised it was quite late, so i didnt get to nap and just head over for ecp. Thank God my dad drove me, cos apparntly there was a jam. hahaha. then happily eat subway there.

i lazy to describe the whole bike hike. but basically the speed of our recce was a lot slower than the guys group. lol i was going at a speed of 1-4 (gears) most of the time. slopes 1-1. hahaha. among the girls debbie is chao good at slopes. fern was suffering lots with the mountain bike.. comparing to last year. road bikes make a huge difference! its quite shuang. not very tiring to cycle far.

some memorable moments:
watching zhengxian bang STRAIGHT into a huge orange caution board. hahahah he didnt fall, bashed right through.

going through this region after xiao gui lin that is SUPER infested with moths! the moths were EVERYWHERE. not kidding. passing xiao gui lin was quite cool cos ive never been to that place before.

and the last part back to ecp where me debbie sean and linette were super hyped up and went on ahead of the rest. hahaha we were so used to relaying msges that all four of us just called out for each other to hear. the route was very bumpy cos we took the pavements.

in the end we reached ecp at about 6.50am. i was quite zonked out by then. and so bike hike recee ended. quite smooth, no injuries, no honking (except kiasu drivers who honked when they were driving on 2nd lane -.-) best part: minimal muscle aches! :D maybe the ubin bike hike helped.

and very thankfully, i was quite awake during service and unit mtg after that. fung was so sweet to pass me sweets before service :D it really helped. hahaha. kenny came over at meridian and asked how the grp was but i was too braindead to respond ><. by the end of JFC which was about 11pm, i was seriously zonked out till a point i became incoherent and walking=floating around.

then this morn, had my first gp tuition. good thing: i love her style! in fact most of the time we were chatting rather than staring at materials. she was trying to get me appreciate the whole point about writing to be about inspiration. inspiring your reader. and that GP was more about developing a point of view rather than content.. discussing about things i observe on mrt/buses, films i watched. :):) love it how she never focus on the grades..or say things like "its your Alevel year..you have to blah blah blah or else blah blah blah" and for the longest time, it gets me interested:). hope things will go well from here.

{/6:33 PM}

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